...the missing puzzle...

Hey,
It's been awhile because I'm 'busy' updating my other blog with 'happy and glorious' moments.

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I've become a person that overly sensitive in every single thing! I don't know how the heck this 'disease' effect me but, I think I'm emo! But....but, I love it!
Being an emo not so bad you see.. You can talk whatever your heart want to talk about, with the way it want them to be and so on. And now, thanks to the designers out there, EMO have their own fashion sense. Not with that over the top gorgeous dress, but with simple EMO style. Emo people also have their own hairstyle. How cool is that? Except that I didn't get my hair done the emo style...yet.

Enough with that.

So, why am I so depressed and peculiar and everything it between? Because my heart is in that situation.

Life is not sometimes hard.
It ALWAYS hard. Period.
But it is the way it supposed to be right?
Yea...right! Bullshit!

When I do this, it's wrong.
When I do that, it's wrong.
When I didn't do anything...
Oh yea, it's wrong.

What am I supposed to do?
I feel lost and clueless about everything.
I don't get every single thing.
I really wish I can ask God what he planned for me.

Be a hooker?

Be an accomplish person?

Be a full time depressed person?

Be an emo?

or what....?

Sometimes I think that I don't have the purpose in life but in the same time I know I meant to be something much more than that.

Something better.

Something bigger.

This is life. Full question marks. Full of shit. Full of depression.

This is me. Stuck in between like a tuna sandwich or a california roll or something in between.

Keep guessing in life.

Keep being an emo depressed kid in the town. Like there is no tomorrow...

I am everything in between. Period.